Tuesday, May 14, 2013

I miss you..

Sigh.. randomly started looking through my old photo albums on Facebook.. and seeing photos of me and my grandpa makes me wanna cry.

I miss you so much.. can't believe it's been over 2 years now.
I think I just especially miss you today, cause we were talking about people who ran away from home, and it reminded me of when you used to follow me every time I ran away from home.
Haha, I was so immature and unreasonable and 不孝 back then, but you never once got angry at me.
You always stood up for me to mum and dad, and you were always on my side.
I wish you were still here, wish you could come to my graduation next year, wish you could meet Brandon, wish I could tell you that I got a graduate job..
I wonder if you would be proud of me if you were still here..

Our family just seems different without you.
At family gatherings, it doesn't feel the same anymore..
Even yesterday when we were talking about my graduation next year, and how we wanna go take family photos next year at a photography studio, mum started tearing when she said if only you were still here.
We all miss you so much, especially grandma.
Even though it's not easy, I promise I will be nicer to her from now on haha, cause I know that's what you would want :)

I know you're always watching over us, watching over me.
I hope I'll make you proud, if not now but in the future.
希望您在天堂过的幸福快乐, 我们永远爱您 <3






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