Wednesday, May 22, 2013

I hate being poor

I'm bored so I decided to blog.. even though I have nothing to blog about rofl
Trying to study for exams early this semester; I really wanna do well for my last 4 courses in uni.
Currently sitting on A- for one paper, and A for my other paper in coursework so it's really motivating me to do well for exams. And also my GPA is embarrassingly low..  ><

Sigh.. I'm so poor lately. Really need to find another job.
I'm not getting any student allowance/living costs this semester since I'm only studying part-time, and I only work at the bar once a week so my savings are slowly bleeding out..
I keep telling myself to just find any job to get income, but I really wanna find something that I'm actually interested in like event management.
Applied for an event manager job but it's been over a week now and they still haven't got back to me zz..
And it's quite hard to find part-time jobs in event management, and most of them require lots of experience which I don't have :(
And so many birthdays coming up.. can't even afford to buy presents ><
Maybe I should just go back to acctg jobs but I hate acctg!! And asif I'm not gonna get enough of that next year.. boooooooo

okay I have nothing else to write about except complain some more so I will just end this post now
LOL goodbye.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

I miss you..

Sigh.. randomly started looking through my old photo albums on Facebook.. and seeing photos of me and my grandpa makes me wanna cry.

I miss you so much.. can't believe it's been over 2 years now.
I think I just especially miss you today, cause we were talking about people who ran away from home, and it reminded me of when you used to follow me every time I ran away from home.
Haha, I was so immature and unreasonable and 不孝 back then, but you never once got angry at me.
You always stood up for me to mum and dad, and you were always on my side.
I wish you were still here, wish you could come to my graduation next year, wish you could meet Brandon, wish I could tell you that I got a graduate job..
I wonder if you would be proud of me if you were still here..

Our family just seems different without you.
At family gatherings, it doesn't feel the same anymore..
Even yesterday when we were talking about my graduation next year, and how we wanna go take family photos next year at a photography studio, mum started tearing when she said if only you were still here.
We all miss you so much, especially grandma.
Even though it's not easy, I promise I will be nicer to her from now on haha, cause I know that's what you would want :)

I know you're always watching over us, watching over me.
I hope I'll make you proud, if not now but in the future.
希望您在天堂过的幸福快乐, 我们永远爱您 <3